The budget is over and post its hangover I am back once again hoping to what seems by now an impossible task. But here I am again on a Thursday after four days of me thinking that I have been a good girl. Eggs are over and I have been lazy so breakfast has been coffee. Lunch is what I have not skipped at all. In fact if I am hungry I eat three instead of two chapattis south Indian food seems to be a very good friend ( I never thought that in my life ). So if you are one and your mommy is feeding you idli and dosas dont refrain its filling and you dont crave anything till dinner.
I have been able to stick to soup and a fruit in the night which I have not been able to do in the past two months of dieting.
The weekend is here and its the festival of colors, samosas and jalebis are a must alongwith a peg of whiskey. Dont know if I should give in...knowing me I probably will life is about moments even though I want to lose weight I dont want to lose precious moments.
As I plan the upcoming holiday I imagine myself in all the "Holiday" clothes I have, not very convinced, the photos are going to be terrible with my paunch and fat face. My aim is going to be at least to get the fat of my face, the rest can be managed with new shopping.
lesson learned the hard earned weightloss is not to be sacrificed at the alter of work its not worth it. Nobody cares a shit about good work its all about ego baby, your self torture for a non tamatar (tomato) look is worth much more than the hell you bring upon urself with stress eating. Do what you can do without it and that should be enough.
I have been able to stick to soup and a fruit in the night which I have not been able to do in the past two months of dieting.
The weekend is here and its the festival of colors, samosas and jalebis are a must alongwith a peg of whiskey. Dont know if I should give in...knowing me I probably will life is about moments even though I want to lose weight I dont want to lose precious moments.
As I plan the upcoming holiday I imagine myself in all the "Holiday" clothes I have, not very convinced, the photos are going to be terrible with my paunch and fat face. My aim is going to be at least to get the fat of my face, the rest can be managed with new shopping.
lesson learned the hard earned weightloss is not to be sacrificed at the alter of work its not worth it. Nobody cares a shit about good work its all about ego baby, your self torture for a non tamatar (tomato) look is worth much more than the hell you bring upon urself with stress eating. Do what you can do without it and that should be enough.
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