Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Day 17 is this hell

Had cornflakes today for the first time in my life finished the whole bowl. It was stIll yuck !!!!plain milk post 30 is still yuck !!!!
Something is wrong with the blogger can't upload photos so gyan will have to do today. So cornflakes breakfast. Veg sandwhich lunch one apple and chicken salad for Dinner. The maid did not turn up again !!!!! So had no option but to eat takeout healthy type food. This diet stuff is much better when u are living with your mommy.
Being fat was not hell enough that levels of depression got raised with the mentally agonising advent of pimples.
Its like puberty went to take a walk and arrived at my door after a world tour. Damn for someone who always had clear skin pimples are literally the punishment of all sins possible.
Antibiotocs dont seem to work. The dark marks left behind just remind me of my mortality or of the fact that beauty is bloody skin deep.
Tried lemon and honey mask and it did help. Then I did the stupidity of mixing nutmeg and cinnamon powder to it thinking it will help and it got me back to square one.
Damn I just hate everything right now. This seems fun hating the whole world I wonder if there is a age for it. Wonder will it suit me. Considering I am suffering the side effects that usually are diagnosed to that of a teenager I earn the right to hate the world in all its available combinations and permutations !

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